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There are 17 people that I have met. I sat down with

each and every one of them, sharing time, sharing stories, sharing tears.

The one thing they all have in common is homelessness.

Will Work 4 Food is their story, their gift to you. All they ask in return is for a little respect.

Remember, they are all someones mother or father, brother or sister, son or daughter.

These pages will change how you look at the impoverished, forever.

              The Following pages include “Sample Text” from 

                                   “Will Work 4 Food"              


Table of Contents...

The Stories
Chapter 1 -- Glenn W.................................................................................
Chapter 2 -- Bob...........................................................................................
Chapter 3 -- Lydia........................................................................................
Chapter 4 -- Jesse........................................................................................
Chapter 5 -- Ollie and Cassandra .............................................................
Chapter 6 -- Belen ......................................................................................
Chapter 7 -- Jon ..........................................................................................
Chapter 8 -- Stella........................................................................................
Chapter 9 -- Glenn P...................................................................................
Chapter 10-- Zena ......................................................................................
Chapter 11 -- Michael.................................................................................
Chapter 12 --Tricia......................................................................................
Chapter 13 -- Tom.......................................................................................
Chapter 14 -- Stephanie.............................................................................
Chapter 15 -- Rick.......................................................................................
Chapter 16 -- Toni.......................................................................................
Chapter 17 -- Gary ......................................................................................
 
The Interviews
Lilly Mees, N.S.W (Director, Gospel Rescue Mission Woman and
Children’s Center)......................................................................................
Diana Figueroa (Operations Supervisor, Primavera Foundation).....
Brian Flagg (Coordinator, Casa Maria Soup Kitchen).........................
Keith Atchley (Tucson Police)...................................................................
Gary Lynch (Tucson Police – Retired) .....................................................
Roy Tullgren III (Executive Director, Gospel Rescue Mission)............
Dr. Greg Lavine (New Life Bible Fellowship Church)........................... 
 
Recognitions
The Gospel Rescue Mission......................................................................
Primavera Foundation...................................................................................
Casa Maria Food Kitchen ..........................................................................
New Life Bible Fellowship Church.............................................................
Tucson Police Department..........................................................................
 
The Conclusion
In Conclusion................................................................................................
Statistics and Demographics......................................................................
Cover Story....................................................................................................
Editor’s Epiphany.........................................................................................
About the Author.........................................................................................
Feed My Sheep ............................................................................................
     
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              Chapter 1   
                                 
             Glenn W

Here are the plain and simple facts: you ain’t never gonna
meet a happier person then this old guy right here. That’s right; I’m 
cursed with a smile that just won’t go away. I would like to say that 
it is because I am just so dang happy with the world and how things 
turned out, but I’m gonna slap you with the truth: bourbon and beer! 
Believe me, there ain’t nothing in my past that is worth smiling about, 
but then again, why waste a perfectly good day worrying about it?

Here is some of the nasty that soiled my spirit from a very early age. 
I was born in Charleston, North Carolina, in the summer of 1956. Now 
Momma was a mean woman, but compared to Daddy, she was a pussy 
cat. Daddy had a temper and boy oh boy, when it flared up, you ran as 
fast and as far as your little feet could carry you. Let me tell ya, thinking 
back like this, I am having a hard time believing this stuff myself. Let’s focus 
on Daddy first, that crazy son of a bitch. He actually took a belt buckle to 
me once because my brother walked past the TV and knocked the 
antenna wire loose. When that TV picture went all fuzzy, Daddy’s 
blood boiled faster than grits in a pan. “But, but Daddy,” I scream as the
belt buckle leaves its mark, over and over again. The more I fought
or argued the longer the whopping lasted. I took the beating for my
brother’s actions because I was the one standing closest to Daddy,
which meant he could lash out at me without moving from his
chair. He was just a mean man who had the devil in his soul. He
would beat Momma when she got pregnant and would continue to
abuse her until after the birth. This went on with my brother, me,
and my little sister. Yup, he was just down right mean.

Momma didn’t have a say in anything. If she tried to speak,
Daddy’s backhand would muffle her words before they could pass
through her lips. He thought that women and children were in this
world to serve him, not to be loved, and especially not respected.
Daddy also cheated on Momma, a lot. His cheating ended up being
his downfall, and fall he did. One day the girl he was with made a
huge mistake. She spoke out of line, something my father had no
tolerance for. Well, her words sent Daddy off into a fit of anger.
Did he beat her? No! Did he cut her off from the privilege of his
company? No! He just took out his pistol and popped her one in
the side of her head. She was dead before she hit the ground. That
brought Daddy to the only sane moment he ever had in his life.
He realized what he had done. He saw the scope of his situation.
He was in serious trouble. There was no one to blame but himself.
There was only one thing that crazy bastard could do, and he didn’t
waste any time doing it. He put the pistol to his own head, falling
right next to his cold and lifeless one-night-stand.

I was eight-years-old when Daddy killed the devil. Sis was
really too young to remember any details. My brother was 11 or
maybe 12. He took it real bad. It messed him up, sending him over
the edge. He ran away from home and thumbed a ride south to
Florida. He was so depressed about what Daddy had done, while
stopping at a truck stop just outside of Tallahassee, my brother
committed suicide by running out onto the highway, right into the
path of an 18-wheeler. He was killed instantly. Now it was just
me, my little sister, and Momma. My mother struggled trying to
hold down a job and take care of us at the same time. When I think
back, I can remember hearing Momma, each night as she finally
lay down to sleep, saying in a soft whisper, “Thank you, Jesus.” I
never knew exactly why she was thanking Jesus, and I was never
really interested in asking.

School was a lot of fun, but Momma needed me more and
more, to help out around the house, cooking, cleaning, and taking
care of Sis. By time I was entering 7th grade, I barely had time
for friends because of my family responsibilities. Momma worked
and made the money, and I pretty much did everything else. There
was only one thing I could do to hold it all together. I didn’t want
to end up thinking about running in front of busy traffic. Doing
that would have solved my problems, but then what would have
happened to Momma and Sis? Nope, the only thing I could do was
drop out of school and focus all of my attention on the household.
So, did I go to school? Yup, and I almost finished 7th grade, just
enough learning to get me by but not enough learning to succeed.
My sister didn’t finish school either. When she reached high school,
she discovered boys or should I say boys discovered her? Sis was
too busy messing around, making babies to be worried about book
learning. She had her second baby at the age of 15. Sadly, Sis
ended up living a hard life, eventually passing away from diabetes.
She never even got to see her 40th birthday.

With Momma working, making less than poverty level income,
I had to find ways of making ends meet. I would break into the
school after hours and steal food from their kitchen. Not enough
to be noticed but enough to feed my family for a few days. I was
able to keep this up for a long time. I really didn’t like stealing. I
knew it was wrong, but my choices were limited. I finally became
smart and found work as a day laborer. No more stealing for me. I
was going to pay my way from now on. And that was exactly what
I did.

After time passed, Sis was out living with a boyfriend
somewhere, and Momma was stuck in her own little world. There
was nothing else holding me in Charleston, so I decided to hit the
road to see what adventures were waiting for me. The year was
1976, and I was finally free from all responsibility. I didn’t drink,
except for the occasional beer, and I didn’t do drugs like most
of the people were doing at that time. It was just me, my mind,
and my country, all heading out on a journey—a journey into the
unknown.

Well, I hitchhiked down into Florida and picked up the odd
job here and there to help finance my trip. After Florida started
becoming tiresome, I shook off the Florida dust and thumbed my
way west, through the panhandle and landing in New Orleans.
Now there was a town that knew how to party. I was always the
kind of guy who liked to have a plan: something to guide me—a
destiny I guess you could call it. Vietnam was over for some time
now and the country was finally at peace. This was a perfect time
for me to join the military and let the Navy teach me a trade. My
plan of action was to head to New Orleans and enlist from there.
After that, the world would be laid at my feet. My goal was clear,
and I was acting on it with determination.

Well, as I hitchhiked west, an old panel truck pulled up and
offered me a seat in the back. I jumped in and was surprised to
see the van was packed full of hippies, all dressed in their long
hair and bell bottom pants and tie-dye shirts. I also climbed right
into the middle of the thickest cloud of pot smoke. I didn’t even
have to smoke any in order to get high. Within 15 minutes, I was
laughing and talking up a storm, acting as if these were my long
lost buddies. When they heard my plans of joining the Navy, they
all started educating me on the evils of the military. I smoked. I
listened. I pondered. I was informed that there was plenty of work
out there, where someone like me could be in charge of their own
destiny, without swearing an oath to kill other humans. By the
time we reached New Orleans, I was actually starting to believe
all that hippy stuff myself. I never did join the Navy. My plans
had been modified by me and the hippies. One of them, I think his
name was Sunshine or Sunbeam, or something to do with daylight,
introduced me to his uncle who ran an ice cream business. I was
offered a job immediately. I was now driving an ice cream truck up
and down neighborhood streets, ringing the bell, causing all of the
kids to come running. I actually really enjoyed the job. I made so
many people (kids) happy and made a decent wage as well.

By now I started drinking more and more, probably as a way
of dealing with my past. I just wanted to forget Daddy and the
ugliness that he caused. I was hanging out at the French Quarter
every night, pounding Hurricanes with beer chasers. My day went
something like this: an egg with toast for breakfast then off to work
for four hours. At lunch time, a hot dog at the pub with a beer or two
would hit the spot. Then back behind the wheel of the ice cream
truck for another four hours finishing my work day around five pm.
Then I would take the bus to the French Quarter and remain there
until I passed out in some gutter. I would then find my way home,
which happened to be nearby and flop down on my bed. Once the
alarm clock went off, I would crawl into the shower, prepare my
egg and toast and do it all over again.

I never saw it coming; the alcohol just snuck in there and took
control of everything, including my priorities. Within months, I
was at a point where I shouldn’t be driving. My boss noticed my
condition and finally the day came when he had to pull me from
the trucks. He offered me work on the loading dock, but the hours
were minimal and so was the wage. I just smiled and thanked him
for the work and walked off into the sunset, never looking back.
The adventure continued.

It was time for the Big Easy and me to go our own separate
ways. With thumb outstretched and backpack filled with my
worldly possessions, I continued my journey west. Texas seemed
like a promising place, so I thanked my ride for the lift, hopped
out and gave the Texan lifestyle a try. I tell ya, everything is bigger
in Texas. I felt right at home. I loved the people, and I loved the
music. I was raised with country and western songs on the radio, so
Texas and all of the music it had to offer was no disappointment. It
was either country and western or gospel. I really liked the gospel
too. I had been on the road long enough and had seen enough
during my childhood to realize that there had to be a higher being,
out there, somewhere. Why else would Daddy have killed himself
if God didn’t make him do it? I think my Daddy was the battle
ground between God and the Devil (good and evil) and just like the
Bible says, “God always wins.”

I started working various day jobs, some lasting only a day
or two and others going on for weeks or even months. I spent
a lot of time in Texas, all over the state, fillin’ my pocketbook
and killin’ my liver. Then, like every other time before, I started
getting restless as the urge to move on started taking over. That
urge was as powerful as my addiction to booze. When it spoke, I
listened. But for some reason, God was tugging me in a different
direction. He had my backpack loaded and my thumb sticking out
like a beacon. Before I knew it, I was on my way again. My final
destination was to be Sacramento, California. Thinking about it,
I still laugh. Sacramento! Who in their right mind would want to
go to Sacramento? Ahhh, “right mind,” I never really had one of
those; so I guess Sacramento made some sense after all.

God’s purpose is not for me to question and so I just followed—
what ended up being like the sheep to the slaughter. This was where
I met the woman of my dreams—or should I say nightmares. She
was a big girl, and I loved her. I also thought she loved me, but I
learned over time that to her, I was just a boy toy. I was a possession
for her to control. Together we had two boys. I guess now one
would be twenty-three and the other would be close to twentyseven
years-old. Our marriage lasted for 16 years before I built up
enough courage to make my escape. Man, I tell you, she was like
the spirit of my daddy all rolled up into the core of this woman.
Now looking at me, you can see that I am not a big, muscle-bound
kind of guy. I’m a little man who just loves to love and wishes that
we could all simply get along. If you take the world leaders and put
them in a room and lock the door, then place a bottle of bourbon
on the table, I guarantee you that an agreement would be signed
before the bottle was dry.

Well, after I finally escaped from that she-devil, I decided to
thumb my way south to Tucson. I had heard some great things about
Arizona and how kind the people were. I think it was probably all
of those hippies that settled down there in the 70s and 80s that
made Arizona such a friendly place. It took me over ten days to
thumb down here from Sacramento. I stayed sober during that trip;
man, that was the longest ten days of my life. Nobody wants to
pick up a drunk on the highway. Maybe they’re afraid that I would
throw up in their car or get out of control. I’m just not that kind of
drunk. I am the guy that likes to have a drink, sit with friends, like
you, and have a long conversation about all kinds of things, like
the meaning of life or world peace.

Speaking of world peace, if I had a wish, I mean if I could
have anything I wanted, I would wish that the entire world, every
single person in it would be happy, like I am right now. Sure I am
probably happy because of the drinking; I had my first sip today at
sun up. But you know what, at least I am happy. I sit here day after
day, watching people rushing all over the place, and I can see the
anger and unhappiness on their faces. In some ways, I am so much
better off then they are. Yup, I’m happy and I wish everyone could
smile, like I do.

If I were to look back and try to think about my life and pinpoint
any regrets, I guess the main thing I am sorry about is dropping out
of school. I don’t like being the dumb guy in the crowd. But then
again, who cares what they think? If I were to try and pick what
was a golden moment from my past I would have to say getting as
far away from my demonic family as I could. That was the smartest
thing I ever did, and I never looked back.

Do I think there is a God? Absolutely! He is what has kept me
going through all of these years. God is the only one out there who
looks out for me, especially when I am going through times when
I am not capable of looking out for myself. Praise God! Now, all I
need to do is focus on my new dream. I need to find a wife; a wife
that would love me for who I am; a wife who loves to laugh, loves
to cry, loves to love. If I found a woman who could put up with me,
then maybe I would be able to quit drinking and find a job. Then I
would have everything.

Am I a great catch? Well, if you saw some of the other fish in
this sea, you would agree that I am not that bad of a catch. I get
a Social Security check every month. Well, it isn’t really a check;
it’s more of a direct deposit. This gives me just enough to cover
my needs. I smoke cheap tobacco, drink cheap liquor, wear cheap
clothes, and eat cheap food. So I guess you can call me a cheap
date. I think I am ready for the next chapter in my life: finding
a wife so I can settle down. I still sleep in parks under trees but
would love the warmth of a bed, with a wife. Would I love her?
Well, like they say in that old song, “What’s love got to do with
it?”

I need to get going now. I have to make my rounds. First, I
need to go by the bank and get a few bucks. Then I will pick up
some cheap tobacco, some cheap liquor, and who knows, maybe
I’ll stumble onto a cheap woman at the same time. Just kidding ya.
If you know of anyone out there who can handle a handsome guy
like me, bring them by. Who knows, maybe you’ll be dancing at
my wedding.

But tell me one thing before you leave. Have you ever
met someone who smiles as much as I do? I hope you have an
awesome day and don’t forget to laugh, at least once. Remember
my number one rule: be happy today because you might not be
happy tomorrow..
 
 
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                        Give to him who asks of you, and do not turn
                    away from him who wants to borrow from you.
                                           Matthew 5:42

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